Showing posts with label aspirations. Show all posts
Showing posts with label aspirations. Show all posts

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

conflicting information

I am sick of it,i want to go to college next year then onto university but I keep getting different advice on what entry requirements unis have.I have been told off a college that no university will accept level 2 English and Mathematics yet I contact the uni I want to go to and they said they do?!.I know they would favour GCSE candidates but I just don't know what to do anymore.I wish I had decided on my career earlier as it is so hard now and I am very close to giving up and not trying again until the kids are ALOT older.
Sigh.

Monday, 25 April 2011

It's that time again.

My maternity leave is now up.I can't believe i have been off for nearly ten months.I am going back on the 3rd May and i have to do two silly weeks full time training.I am returning as a breastfeeding mama woop and work are being surprisingly cooperative.After the training i'll be back to my old 2.5 days a week.
After applying for several jobs and getting nowhere i have resigned myself to going back to my old job which i despise-sales.
I have never been so unhappy in my career.I am not a sales person,i couldn't sell sand to the Arabs.I want to do nursing/care work,if only someone would give me a chance but all it takes is someone to apply who has a teeny bit of experience and BHAM there's my chance gone.
I am thinking of doing some volunteer work at the hospital,helping the elderly around,making tea,helping the HCA's etc.I think i need to prove that it is what i want to do,which it is.I have been thinking about my career for years now and i know everyone says "wait a few years then concentrate on your career" but they do not work where i work.It is hell,they have such a high turnover that i will be surprised if any of my old colleagues still work there.
I am determined to have a new job by the end of the year.

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

Bah Humbug

Not in relation to Christmas,just in relation to me being grumpy at the fact i am so crap at mathematics!
I've just completed my key skills in English which i'm above level 2 in so all i need to do is go to a centre and take an exam and i have a GCSE C in English yippee,but mathematics on the otherhand i really struggle with.I've just finished up and am waiting for my tutor to call with the results and what to do next eek i hope i can just go in and take that course too :(.

Thursday, 28 October 2010

28/10/2010

Well its 9.48..Olivia is asleep snoring her head off and still full of a cold bless and Madison is looking out the window for Daddy..i think she will be waiting a while lol.Madison is on the mend though so that is good.

Its halloween soon and im really excited teehee more excited for Christmas though as this will be Madisons 3rd Christmas even though she will only be 2..in 5 weeks may i add!
Time goes way too quick,im cherishing every moment i have with Olivia whilst shes tiny as we wont be having anymore babies for a while.I need to concentrate on passing my driving test and getting a good job.

Simone